I was so upset today

I really was. I still feel like I am in shock. I occasionally feel emotional. What I don't understand is this. Why does this happen. I have two university qualifications. I have been admitted to the bar. I am polite. I am decent at my work, then why do I have to face people who think it is okay to be rude to me. I really don't understand this. Anyway, it is what it is I guess. I am going to sleep and not let this bother me too much

Making Music

For a while I felt as though I had lost my voice. Immense therapy and reading now has me functioning again. From my last post, I am able to observe how miserable I must have been. I have another more inspiring blog but I shall keep this one just for regular venting if any. It woulld be a pity to disregard it.

kobam kaanum pothilum

kobam kaanum pothilum
ullunarvai ariyaa nilaiyilum
vaarthai varaadhathen
un kobam karuthaai velipadathathen
veruppu kaanum pothilum
ennil kuraigal perum mazhai pol kaanbaai
thinam thinam
varthai varaadhatheno
un karthuthai solla
thaduppathedo
un iyalaamai ennai mudakkiyathu
en porumaiyai viratti sothithathu
un kobam en mel thotriyathu
naanum ninavilantha pethai pol aadinen

thuzhi pol
mella
karunai enmel vizhunthathu
manathil thondriya velicham
indru unarthiyathu
aval ariyaadhaval endru
porumai ivalai maatrum indru